Can everything just be better so i can stop being stressed and worry about myself for a minute?

No?

So, life has been pretty shitty for me. I Haven’t had a phone in almost a month because I’m a bit behind on the bill… Electricity got shut off today for the same reason… And I have $20 to last me the next 2 weeks, which? Is not unusual. But.. I do have my rent paid and I do have my sitter paid. An that’s it.

How crazy is it that I’m hoping that I will miraculously lose some weight simply due to stress?

The thing is, I work full time. At a job that I had to graduate college to work at. And yet? I’m struggling. Bad. I don’t qualify for any assistance. Wtf is that shit? Maybe I should quit my job? I don’t get it.

Anyway, I really miss blogging but I don’t have an Internet connection at home.

Maybe one day.

Hey new followers! Where did you come from? I’ve seriously been slacking here— super sad face. I need to get back over here and into the swing of things!

i cannot believe it, but i am running my second 5k in a week! 

i was never a runner. ever. 

until now. i love it. 

It’s such a mind game with myself. I don’t get out a lot and most of the dialogue that takes place is in my head, so this competition that I have with myself WORKS. It totally does.

How crazy did that just make me sound?

Tomorrow, I’m pretending i am a runner and running my first 5k. Shamrock Run, I’m coming for you- ready or not!

bendoeslife:

A dinner conversation.

Ben: Meemaw, after some public outcry, we decided to add Portland to the tour.

Meemaw: Good. You needed to do that. Portland is a great city.

Pa laughs

Ben: What are you laughing about?

Pa: Her telling us what’s what.

Meemaw: I have to! You need senior advisory.

Portland, baby!

THIS is the icing on my already fabulous day… er, cake!!!

Meemaw knows what’s up!

Someone posted about a program that allows you to take shelter dogs running. Can someone help me find the info about that?